I would have to say that second pregnancies are much different from the first. Not that it wasn't as exciting, but it was different... I had fun comparing this pregnancy with my first and how I met the milestones at different times in different ways. One thing that was common in both pregnancies was that I was not so pleased with was that I was overdue. Even though I was due on May 2nd Lyndon decided to come on May 8th. I really wanted to wait this pregnancy out and not get induced, but that wasn't the case. Lyndon was overdue and so on May 7th Jesse and I went in to get an ultrasound and stress test to make sure he was doing okay. The ultrasound was great! He had his hands by his face so we weren't able to see his face sadly, but everything  looked great. The stress test went fine too. It helped that Jesse went down to the coffee stand and brought a smoothie back with him. Lyndon was very active when I had a couple of sips of the smoothie. After that we met with the doctor who checked to see if I was any further dilated or effaced and it turned out I was 4-5 cm dilated and 80% effaced. I was glad to hear it! She said it would be a good idea to induce and told me the reasons and so Jesse and I decided to get induced the next morning at 6 am. Jesse's mom and dad came into Dubuque that night to stay over night just in case something happened that night. I was so excited that I could hardly sleep but 6 am came pretty quickly and before I knew it we were up and getting ready to head to the hospital. I went into Norah's room to kiss her good bye. Jesse's mom and dad were planning to stay with her for the three days we would be in the hospital. It was a bitter sweet moment. Jess and I said our goodbye's to our sleeping beauty and headed out to the hospital.

We arrived at the hospital and completely bypassed the admitting desk and went straight to the delivery floor. We walked passed the nurses desk and saw all of the nurses in a group having their morning meeting. We thought we had to go to a different desk but as we were looking for "the other desk" to check into a nurse found us and said "I'll be your nurse!" and explained to us that we were supposed to check in at the admitting desk before coming up. haha! We were just too excited. She saw us to our room and gave me the ever so attractive gown to put on.

We had to run through all of the paperwork and I didn't start my induction until 7. Our nurse got everything going and it was great. My contractions were pretty mild for a while and at 9 the doctor broke my water and my contractions were starting to get painful, but not bad. As time progressed the contractions started to feel worse so at 11 I got an epidural and it went perfect! The pain quickly subsided and I was able to rest and spend quality time with Jesse. Just an hour later my doctor came in to check me and she said I was dilated to a 9! She decided to let baby labor down on it's own and about a half hour later I felt a lot of pressure down there and so I told the nurse that I thought I was ready to push. She told me to do a practice push and with the practice push alone Lyndon was crowning! She rushed to get my doctor and told me not to push anymore. My doctor quickly came in and got everything set up. The next 10 minutes are kind of a blur because I blacked out twice but as much as I can remember and from what Jesse tells me, I gave 3 big pushes and little Lyndon James was born. Apparently Lyndon was born with his face up so it was difficult to get him out but I only pushed for about 10 minutes and he was born!

I held my baby boy in my arms for the first time and instantly fell in love all over again. He was 8 pounds 6 ounces of absolute perfection.

I am beyond thankful that my pregnancy labor and delivery have all been safe and pretty easy for the most part. I am also super thankful that my epidural worked this time because it made for such an enjoyable process with my husband and new little boy.

Thankful Thursday || Firsts

Being a first time mother is a wonderful experience. Not only have I been able to see Norah experience all of her "firsts", they have also been my "firsts", and I am thankful to share the experience with my loving husband. Special moments in life are better experienced shared with another person, and I could not imagine another person to share Norah's firsts than my husband. I am realizing that I will never experience motherhood as I am now with my first child. I wasn't sure what to expect, and neither was she and we grew together through the process.  She has grown so much this first year and I have been growing with her. I have also been blessed with the opportunity to stay home with my sweet daughter, so from her first breath to her first word, to her first step, I have been with her to experience every minute of joy. Don't get me wrong, there have been many, many minutes of craziness, but the good out way the bad by far!  I will look back on this first year of my daughter's life with great fondness and joy.

About to make her first appearance

First breath

First bath

First time at church

First smile

First shots!

First trip to Wabasha

First Christmas!

First time eating rice cereal

First time sitting up

First time taking a bath in the sink

First time crawling!

First Easter

First "So Big!"

First big girl food

First time to the pool

First 4th of July!

First family vacation

the day she took her first step

Time Flies when you're having Fun!

We got our Fishing License!

Norah fishing with Daddy!

Gramma Kris came to Dubuque!

Trip to Wabasha

Haning out at the camper

Swimming at the campsite

coffee shop in Wabasha

Toys at the coffee shop!

Enjoying time by the river

After our long trip home

4th of July (the guys + Norah)

4th of July (the girls)

going to the Madison ZOO!

Train tour

Norah with Mommy

Heading to the pool in our hotel in Madison

Family picture

Morning jog in the arboretum

Ready for the ZOO!

Excited to go to the ZOO

Loving on her little penguin

2 years

Thankful Thursday || Summer!

kiddie pool time

 Summer is finally here! I am excited that this summer I am able to get out and enjoy the weather. Last summer I was not able to as much. My little family has been enjoying the summer so far. Norah is 10 and a half months old already and she is one busy bee. (She fits right in with her family) She is on the verge of walking! I can't wait.

This "Thankful Thursday" I am thankful for the beautiful weather today! The last couple of weeks have been very hot and so we have been cooped up in the house. This morning we were able to go out on a walk to visit Jesse at work. We both really enjoyed the walk. My favorite part was that Norah waved at all the cars on the way. She is my little ray of sunshine.

enjoying some grapes

Thankful Thursday || Family

Lately my heart has been overflowing with love and thankfulness for  

my family!

 

I am thankful that...

• I have a wonderful husband who loves the Lord and takes care of our family by working hard.
• I have a wonderful husband who loves me so and makes me feel beautiful.
• I have a lovely, healthy daughter who strives to make me smile and laugh.
• I am a mommy! I love being Norah's mom. She can now say "momma" and it melts my heart every time.
• I have the assurance that the Lord has everything in control -- including my family!

I am so thankful to have a beautiful family all under the headship of Christ.  With Christ we are able to serve and look out for the good of each other above our own needs. I am thankful. 

Graduation

Over Mother's day weekend, my dear husband graduated! I think back to the short time we were in college together and the classes we took sitting by each other.  The Lord has used Emmaus to shape us in our Christian lives immensely!  We have both grown so much through our years at Emmaus and I am so thankful that the Lord brought us together there. We share many sweet memories from our college experience together and I wouldn't trade it for the world! Being a student was fun for a time, but it became difficult when Jesse started working full time at Emmaus. He has done such an amazing job as "Webmaster" at Emmaus. (A funny job title, but it just means he takes care of the website)

Norah fell asleep

In the two short years that he has been there he as completely reshaped the website, and it looks beautiful!  Being a student became a little more difficult when we had our sweet daughter, Norah. Not that she was a difficult baby, but it was hard for him to say good bye and walk out the door each day to go to work.  The upside of that is that he gets to see her face light up when he comes home.
 He did such a great job taking the time to be a good husband, dad, and student.  I am truly amazed at his drive to not only get things done, but to make sure things are done to the best of his ability. I am glad that he is done with the "student" chapter of his life and that he doesn't have any more homework, finals, or projects due. I look forward to our homework free summer that will be spent with family, and friends! 

"Satisfied in You" by The Sing Team

"I have lost my appetite
And a flood is welling up behind my eyes
So I eat the tears I cry
And if that were not enough
They know just the words to cut and tear and prod
When they ask me “Whereʼs your God?”

Why are you downcast, oh my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
I can remember when you showed your face to me

As a deer pants for water, so my soul thirsts for you
And when I survey Your splendor, You so faithfully renew
Like a bed of rest for my fainting flesh

When Iʼm looking at the ground
Itʼs an inbred feedback loop that drags me down
So itʼs time to lift my brow
And remember better days
When I loved to worship you and learn your ways
Singing sweetest songs of praise

Let my sighs give way to songs that sing about your faithfulness
Let my pain reveal your glory as my only real rest
Let my losses show me all I truly have is you

So when Iʼm drowning out at sea
And all your breakers and your waves crash down on me
Iʼll recall your safety scheme
Youʼre the one who made the waves
And your Son went out to suffer in my place
And to show me that Iʼm safe

Why am I down?
Why so disturbed?
I am satisfied in you"